How can i get out of this phase ?
It's been 20 days since we broke up permanently. Yeah you heard right . This is not the first one for us. But i am pretty sure this is the last. We had been in a relationship from 10th standard.From 11th we had been in ldr since we joined different colleges. We had our first breakup in btech probably in the 3rd year due to some differences. We were patched up by the end of the 3rd year. It went like a cycle because my dumba** brain couldn't recognise the pattern that she was just relying on me for emotional support or i just ignored the fact even if i could see it.i got so emotionally attached . She gave me hope . She made promises. Now all of that is bullshit. She got a job. Boom.. she just ignores me for a guy whom she met a month ago.
Depression hit me hard . I was focused on getting a job 3 months ago. She came into my life again just because she couldn't handle being alone in her room while doing her job. i loved her and I fell into that trap again ignoring the fact that she would leave me after she got comfortable with someone in her office and all i got now is depression and anxiety.
I hope i will survive through this and bounce back.
Don't give false hopes and made false promises if you can't keep them.
Don't be available and be an emotional support for someone just because you love them.
Now i am nothing but a failure who failed in everything.
How can someone forget all the things that we did for them in a month?