u/Bats-on-the-Brain

I lack so much motivation to change, I honestly hate that I don’t care what happens to me our how I end up but I feel like no matter what I do I’m not gonna have enough, I don’t have any goals that don’t feels super far away, I lack the motivation to work even though I’m being paid $14 an hour it just doesn’t feel like I’ll get out of this situation quickly I don’t know what to do with myself because I don’t care enough. And I can’t get myself to care because I won’t be rewarded immediately and I think that’s my biggest issue.