Crashing out is so fucking underrated
I just watched the movie Un/Happy for You and oh my fucking god sobrang mood ng character ni joshua garcia doon. Context lang, I recently had a bitter, one-sided breakup. The relationship was a mess and a complete shitshow pero tangina, minahal ko talaga yung tao na yun with every fiber of my being. She did me so fucking dirty to the point na kahit na kanino hindi ko makwento nang buo yung nangyari because of how painful it is for me to even recall what transpired at nakakahiya na sinikmura ko lahat yun. Anyways, sobrang naiinggit ako sa character ni Joshua kasi nagawa niyang sumigaw, magwala, at lowkey gumanti dun sa ex niya (character ni Julia B) na hindi ko man lang nagawa. Tangina, I would fucking kill for the opportunity na mag-crash out at magsabi ng masasamang words sa kanya, not because galit pa ako or what, pero feeling ko makakatulong talaga yun sa healing process ko. Tangina kasi bakit pinilit ko pa maging civilized instead na maging honest about how I feel. Tanginang yan.