Idk if I'm just bad with money atp
Hello everyone , couple of years ago I was okay financially, I could afford school , food and everything and even had some left , now I can't afford anything , I'm behind on rent , I'm behind on bills , and worse off I have 2 jobs , everything is damn expensive that when I eat anything other than lentil soup I feel like I'm bad with money , and who made it a rule for schools to get full year pay in advance it's insane .
I eat 1 meal a day and that's before I sleep just so I won't be hungry in my sleep , srsly the world is insane if a person feels like they're financially dumb for buying chicken , and I can't even go die alone in some pit because I have a young brother who relies on me and I'm his last person , he's growing and I feel worse every day for it , like if I'm not working hard enough or something but it's not true , my day job really used to be enough just 2 years ago , I don't understand what went wrong , I never even got a debt .