u/BeautifulMixture4286

Hello! Im a newbie songwriter. I know there are a million and a half videos on chord progressions, but are there any resources that track someone actively writing a song? Like, i know when and where to use all the chord types, but I'd love to see someones thought process writing a (medium/complex) chord progression or melody... Like how and why they make each choice, and what order they do things in. Essentially like a really good instructional life drawing demo but for music, rather, than something abstract.

I read through the FAQ but I did not see anything specifically about this, but if there is you can point me towards it!