I think religion is cancer in a lot of African countries I think that’s what’s keeping our mentality poor while pastors get richer and wealthier from peoples problems and trauma.im not atheist deep down I believe in god it’s kinda hard too explain if I get married I don’t want to get married to a hardcore Christian I just can’t.
Words can’t express how munch I hate this family all my parents do is pin my siblings against each other so today I was a sleep my phone was off my brother who’s 26 acts like a freshman in highschool hasn’t moved out before he’s such a teacher pets to my parents he doesn’t have a family of his sometimes I feel like I’m older than he’s not mature he has anger issues you can be having a normal conversation and you wouldn’t know what you said that pissed him off.but today mom was out I was sleep my brother knocked on the door I was asleep he was screaming my name for so long he assumed I was in the bathroom one thing with my brother you can try to wake him up he doesn’t get he gets cranky and stuff. He started yelling at me to give the money I’m confused because in Nigeria we have someone called aboki which is the shoemaker he was already done with the shoe he was in a hurry to pick up my little brother my mom called I was very overwhelmed my mom cussing me out calling me stupid threatening me saying u think u smart im wtf are u talking I said in my head. Today was supposed to be my Graduation but I’ve moved 2 months ago to Nigeria because my parents are tired of the west but my I had no choice to leave with them my older sister is their but she’s kinda bipolar in the head but when my mom came back from the market and gave me something that felt 3hr lecture how I should respect my brother that I’m ungrateful I cookclean in this house I wake up and serve my dad food he told me some bullshit like this isn’t America we don’t do feminism here that a women should cook and clean and serves her husband my mom is a pick me I don’t feel bad for women like her that’s too dependent on my dad that’s why she doesn’t know how to read if you guys don’t understand my styling I’m sorry I’m just really frusted right now my brother is an angel he does no wrong im just crushed I don’t even talk back the only time I do is when I’m right it’s usually my brother some times i wish I died or born in another family in Nigeria women are treated like shit sexual harassment happens all the time here and people brush off like it’s a joke. My dads mom was a single mother in a marriage his dad was fucking other women btw but we won’t go their he done a bunch of things that pissed me off . My dad did something that pissed me off early march is when he humiliated me in frount of the guess so one day I was abiut to take a bath my screams as should my name I run half way to the kitchen he told cook for me and the guess so he was rushing me the only thing is i regret not going to the market with my mom and sister one thing I notice with my parents they love humiliating my sibling and I in frount of guess so I’m making and reheating the soup I greet the man he gave me a dirty look I said good evening to him he glared at me I’m assuming he thought I was a house help but my dad brought that incident he switch up the word and Said SLAVE he said he would would whoop me and kill me .
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