How old were you when you watched BM for the first time ever and how did it impact you?
I was 17 (M) when I watched it for the first time back in december 2022 and for some reason after the first watch it affected me and I was shocked but I tried to be nonchalant about it and I was relatively normal after that. but after some days I decided to watch it a second time (big mistake) and that decision wrecked me emotionally I literally cried for hours that night nonstop and afterwards that movie made me fall into a major depressive episode for weeks and I couldn't stop thinking about the movie everyday for MONTHS, it changed my mindset and my personality. Almost four years later I don't think I've gotten over it completely. I haven't watched the full movie again since december 2023 I don't think I'm ready to do it. I've watched the movie like 4-5 times.