Having to say goodbye to my homebirth plans. Feeling very sad about it.
My first born was born at home, super easy labor and delivery. Basically textbook perfect. Imagine my surprise when I was diagnosed this week with gestational hypertension that was (but thankfully seems to be improving with medication) close to preeclampsia.
I am listening to the midwife and doctors, but am aiming to try to go into labor without induction if my labs and pressures remain stable. I will be giving birth in the hospital regardless of whether or not I’m induced, which is making me very nervous about the “cascade of interventions.”
Mostly I needed to vent my disappointment, but I was also hoping to hear stories from folks who’ve been in my shoes. Especially if you were able to go on to have a first or another homebirth later.
Thank you 🩵