I (15M) don't know if u should talk about my feelings to a girl (18F)
I am 15 male, This is my first time using Reddit so hopefully I'm doing this right.
I joined my sisters discord friend group about a year ago, this was the only place I've ever felt like I've belonged and they've all helped me get through very rough parts of my life.
I've always had some interest in a certain girl in the group (18) recently the entire discord group went on a trip together (about 10 of us) and I got to meet everyone in person for the first time. And this really solidified my crush for this girl, but the issue is there is a 3 year age gap and I think it's very weird if a 15 year old is interested in a 18 year old, but I really do like her, I think she's amazing, she's kind, loving, caring, beautiful, and thoughtful.
I have no idea if she feels, I just need to know if I should do anything with my feelings, we're all meeting again soon and I just don't want to do something stupid, and if I do at anytime confess I feel like it'll ruin everything, not only could it ruin our friendship but it could also ruin the entire group cuz if how close we all are. And she also lives pretty much half way across the country so that doesn't help anything (my family is talking Abt maybe moving sometime soon for other reasons)
The girl has talked about wanting a boyfriend but she thinks no boy would like her which frustrated me so much cuz I don't see how anyone wouldn't like her and I couldn't say anything cuz again, it's weird for a 15yr old to say that, she also said she doesn't want to attempt dating until around 25 which would be a better age gap but I really doubt she'll go that long with a relationship.
Please, any opinions would be very nice and I pray no one I know finds this cuz I'm cooked if they do