Fear of past
I recently got off the waitlist at a T25, (my dream school), enrolled immediately, and felt at ease. Then I became paranoid that some bullies would try to get me rescinded. Basically I spent freshman year and half of sophomore year getting bullied every single day by a mean girl. With her friends, she’d called me racial slurs when I was in the bathroom and sexual abuse comments. (i did nothing to her, i suspect she’s cruel bc i talked to her boyfriend once). and then one day I had enough and wrote her a scathing email about how sociopathic she was and I threatened to sue her family after she spread an incredibly nasty rumor about me with the entire school (I didn’t get in trouble for it). The reason I couldn’t “talk to an adult about it” is because I DID multiple times and the adults didn’t do ANYTHING to help. It was a private school and I actually transferred out due to financial reasons. I was 16, a sophomore at the time and it was a stupid conflict, but I now I know I have a bad digital footprint. Anyways, I’m petrified she’s going to email the admissions office of the school i’m going to and send them the compromising email. She has tried to ruin my reputation before and I’m so worried. I’m worried I’d have to explain myself to the admissions committee I and fear I’d get ignored, just all like the other times I’ve been ignored. Any advice?