u/Beginning-Goat-1681

I’m an 18 year old male and I have this overwhelming feeling that I haven’t achieved anything. I feel like I’m stuck of this loop I don’t have a job and I feel too discouraged to get one for some reason I fear I won’t be able to keep up to standards and satisfy anyone. My grades are also average and I feel this weird inability to improve like I put myself in this box of being an under achieving bum. I’m just curious if anyone else has dealt with this weird mental state that they are incapable of improving not in a self hate way but more of a fearful doubtful way and if anyone has any suggestions or ways to get out of this and transform their mentality yo become more of a go getter.