I thought we would be friends forever
We met at the beginning of senior year and pretty quickly became friends. Some shit did happen i had begun feeling pretty unseen in the friendship. and he thought that us both venting our mental health issues made it worse so we both stopped.
Everything was going pretty well until he randomly sent a message after a day of complete silence saying he doesn’t want to be friends and sees no future for us being friends.
His last message was him explaining his issue. apparently me wanting him to live makes him sad and he would rather just end things. He asked me to move on and make a better friend.
I just don’t understand why he would end things this fast on Thursday. we talked about him being upset and we talked about what he wanted to change and i agreed. I have a habit of continuing conversations on longer than the other person wants them to and i get that it pissed him off..
I don’t get why he asked me to change and then ghosted me before ending things. I feel guilty for being pissed at him we were so fucking close and now nothing. Even after he continued to vent I stayed i was beginning to get anxiety attacks and am now on medication due to the fear of him killing himself. I thought that would earn me at least a second chance idk.
i just want to bitch and moan maybe get some people’s perspective on things.