33M and 28F coworkers for 2 years what to do at this point?
I am at the point where I’m very confused on what to do next. I truly fell for my coworker which is why I’m conflicted… just saw him last night. I’ve been seeing him on and off for over about two years now. Every single time we’re together it feels like something out of a movie is the way I describe or a magnetic chemistry. it’s always playful, filled with the sexual desire and what I always feel is like he wants to just devour me when we’re together. idk how else to describe it.
We have never had sex though we tried initially but couldn’t because I have vaginismus. Still haven’t been able to reach full penetration in. Which is extremely frustrating I’m sure for him too. So we usually just do other stuff. Anyways the last two times I’ve see him within the month he has not let me finish him completely. Like he will stop me seconds into being down on him and I’m confused to why. Why is he stopping when he’s clearly still in the mood and then that’s it he just stays in the mood we keep kissing he does things to me but doesn’t want to finish completely. When I asked he said I don’t want to? We’re both single no kids I just found this very strange. TL;DR