Hey baby…
I wish things had not ended the way they did. I wish I had not let my past catch up to me so quickly. I wish we had sat down and talked it out in person so I could explain what I really wanted in that moment without being emotionally flooded. I feel like your past caught up to you too…why else would we end it so abruptly after one silly conflict that could have been easily repaired?
I know I’m not crazy. I know you felt our connection too. I could hear it in your words, see it in your eyes, feel it in your touch and kisses. I just keep remembering the night when you said you keep wondering where this is going. I wish I would have answered you with a future forward response instead of my cool girl answer of “one day at a time”
I can’t say I have many regrets in life. But my behavior from that old wound and us not continuing to explore what this is and what this could be is one of them.
I miss the way your eyes look in the sunlight. I miss your voice. I miss your smile. I miss your random FaceTimes. I miss being naked in your bed. I miss the way your fingers and lips trail up and down my body. I miss running my fingers through your hair. I miss you.