Identity crisis
I think I am overthinking.
I had a very bad childhood (19 male btw ) .
I was depressed from 2-3 years and i have started taking therapy.
I think I am having a identity crisis and to overcome this i want to make my sexuality as my identity.
First i thought I am gay but when I accepted it , i realised I am not attracted to guys . Then I started saying myself bisexual , but I don't feel attracted to male and can't imagine a future with a guy , meri male ego aa jati ki ek male k sath thodi rahuga zindagi bhr . So now I am overthinking over trans , Am I trans ?? But I never felt I am a girl , I did thought that if I was a girl I would get all the attention so that I don't have anxious attachment or my parents would have taken better care of me . Wht to do