I don’t feel this world.
Hello, for quite some time i don’t fell it. I feel like i am in some kind of matrix. Nothing about this world seems real. I think im in deep depression, but i don’t fell like that’s the cause. This unreal feels more real than real if it exists. I don’t believe what I see, it’s like ***i can’t trust my eyes.*** Neither do i believe what’s happening in my daily life, I don’t know how to describe it. I don’t feel alive, I just exist, if I do. Can’t tell, don’t know. If there’s someone reading this, someone with soul. Tell me what I should do. Thanks
My ex thinks ive gone crazy, i asked her if she ever saw my friend. Cuz i have been thinking he might not exist and that he’s only in my head. After her response referring to mz mental state, i started thinking if she’s also part of this unexplainable world i see.
Don’t know, let me know your thoughts.