i miss you and i love you
I’m not reaching out because I don’t want to hurt you. I still love you & I always will. I want to try again in the future. I’m sorry. I’m trying to respect your wishes because I want you to be happy. I wish you could understand. I don’t want you to hate me. That thought is unfathomable to me. But if that’s what it takes for you to be happy, then do it. All I want is your happiness. I’m mad too. I’m mad that you only cared when I left. I don’t understand why you didn’t try when you still had me.
i want you to reach out to me and I want to see eachother sometime this summer. I want to explain everything in person and fight and understand eachother. I love you. I haven’t deleted anything of us or you. To me, we aren’t truly over. I love you Alex.
( i’m posting this on reddit so if you are looking for me, you’ll find this message. )
I love you and I miss you, Monique