u/Beneficial-Train6991

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Y’all how y’all doing? I hope y’all doing alright.

Can anyone relate to feeling some sort of way about being intimate with someone? Idk if it is my internalized homophobia but I always talk myself out of having a d appointment.

It’s a weird guilt I have which it is not present when I drink, or smoke weed. But I always feel weird when I make a d appointment and almost back out.

I can listen to my friends talk about sex and encourage them to do but when it comes to me. I try to be self sufficient but there’s so much a hand can do.

The question I ask myself is what is so wrong in sucking a little dick here and there?

Anyone relate?