I miss my best friend even after 3 years
It irks me to say but I miss my best friend. We came to college together and knew each other since middle school. I just feel so hurt that the only true best friend I have had is gone. She was my ride or die. We broke it up over something so dumb. Everyone advised us not to live together but we thought what could go so wrong.. and then it did go wrong. I don’t know why I still miss her, It’s been 3 years and sometimes I just think about how we used to tell everything to each other and do everything together. I see her sometimes in the dining hall and my heart still beats, I don’t know why. I’m not sure if it’s because i’m scared or because I truly still miss her. She was someone I truly trusted and we broke a 8 year friendship over something so dumb, something we could have worked out but as I read the texts we sent each other it felt like she was over me. I don’t know how she feels about me but I just wish we could reconnect because a part of me feels broken without my best friend. What do I do in this position? Why do I still feel this way.