u/Beneficial_Club_6259

everything is overwhelming me and I don’t know how to handle it anymore. I just want to have a heart attack or get hit by a car, not even because I want to die but because I’m so overwhelmed and just want a break. I’m supposed to stay with my boyfriend for a bit but even that’s feeling horribly overwhelming. I feel so much pressure on me and I don’t know how to deal with it. I’m trying to stay clean but it’s so hard right now. I just want an escape, I want to take a break and breathe. I feel like I’m drowning and there’s no escape.