u/Beneficial_Coach3222

Please send positive energy and messages below. It’s a tough day for our system and would appreciate some positive thoughts 🤍

Despite being aware of having DID and being connected with other alters we experience daily chronic loneliness.
I mean we should feel the opposite because we have one another but something is so sinister and cruel about having each other but having no one in the real world. Sometimes we wonder if it’s all even worth it as a lot of us are falling into depression or the “happier” ones have gone dormant
Sometimes I think it’s easier to give up, I’m so tired. I’ve slept almost all day the past 3 days and seem to be always tired.

I notice the thought, actions and behavior change. We have a few that love crime so much but act on their urges through watching crime shows/documentaries/podcasts

Recently they’ve started to shut us out and taking control.

We know we are being unfairly treated by everyone around us and that’s why they come out but how do we get them to understand that they don’t need to have psychopathic tendencies.

About a week or so ago as we were driving a car cut us off and almost rear ended us. K fronted and it was so odd to see, she had her eyes set on that car and followed it until she repeatedly honked at it and scared the poor person.

I’m aware I have DID but have began noticing that I am losing a lot of time from weeks to months

There’s so many misconception and misinformation online and we don’t know whether or not to trust it.

Can anyone in this forum explain why that occurs and why I’m now noticing it ??