u/Beneficial_Gear397

I have been on a very long a hard journey. I got stories that are so unbelievable that even I have a hard time believing I lived through it and it happened. I won't go into it because it's bad for my soul to speak it and bad for others to here it.

However I want to say thank you to Prolific. I have grinded secretly for months to help me get out of the boarding house full of abusive drunk men I ended up in after escaping DV while going through cancer (I in remission now).

Last week this time I was probably in tears getting yelled at, probably not eating dinner cos i was being abused or it had been sprayed with fly spray or had bleach put in it.

Today I am sitting outside my new beautiful little cottage, Beside a lovely open fire with my cats, listening to the sounds of crickets and water lapping against the shore of the lake full of lotus and the prawns jumping in the creek After working my arse off today cleaning up and clearing and planning.

Today after a lifetime of abuse I am sitting here planning to make this space that I am so grateful to have, into a place where I am able to offer accomodation for single parents who have been through hard times and can't afford to take their kids on holiday.

I have kayaks and fishing gear and two outbuildings to turn into rooms and a couple of gorgeous little spots by the lake and creek to make into camp sites.

Eventually i want a sanctuary for people escaping abuse who need a rest from the world.

I am so proud of myself and so happy. Hopefully this is the end of the yucky yuck journey and the start of an amazing one.

THANK YOU TO PROLIFIC!!!!

My housemate is a drunk, he is bitter and nasty, never stops yelling and complaining and just playing the main character. Sprays fly spray everywhere including my food. He is rude and gross and always throwing tantrums because he can't work his phone or the TV or anything.

I've told him I applied for a TV show we watch. I've said they've called me to sign and agreement and tomorrow I am going to tell him that I have to leave this week for a preliminary bootcamp.

I am taking me and my pets and my necessities and getting tfo and not coming back.

He thinks I am his best friend. But I secretly hate him and his drunken passive aggressive, sexist racist homophobic rot. I hate that I am recovering from cancer treatment and he gives me no peace.

I am getting anxious about the leaving moment I am feeling meanm I am getting scared that something is going to go wrong. I've saved my money I've organised everything and I've played out one big fat lie.

.aitah.

He will be very hurt when he realises.