i despise my mom and hope she dies
not a single day goes by where she doesn’t shout at me every few hours and wishes death upon me or even sickness ? well i am a 15 year old girl and she’s also extremely sexist what makes everything harder. she will hit me or also even spit at me and the next day suddenly shes nice to me ???? i know what shes doing and i despise her and if she’s nice to me all of the sudden again and i’m not happy she will put crocodile tears infront of everyone and act like it’s my fault,like everything happens is my fault and even make up stuff that never happened and the worst thing is she does this especially to my own family and they believe her. by example i was exhausted like hell one day and just got on war thunder nothing big trying to enjoy myself she came in shouting asking me why i’m so useless and wished i was dead and threw my pc kind of on my lap (i forgot to clean up the dishwasher )
worst thing is no one ever asked why i’m never talking to her, why i’m not happy at all and always “grumpy “ they all believe her
and i’m turning insane it’s like being put in prison for lifetime even tho ur innocent with no change to explain
also when she screams at me she comes so close i can smell her disgusting breath and open her eyes disgustingly wide and spits at me
jesus thats just all a part of why i hope she dies. so am i just a dumb teenager with lots of hormones who’s turning insane or is she the problem who should dissapear
im tired of her..
also excuse my english 😅