am I sexually assaulted ?
I am 18M and I dont remember how long its happening to me . My mom always gets me to a doctor from my childhood and everytime he touches my groin while checkup .... once I had pain from peeing problem and had to open my pants , he came close to me grabbing my balls and stroked my dick and checked my erection for some reason then even told me I could jerk off ( I was hard ) there though I refused . I am always afraid when I have some sickness as I would have to go to him and he would always touch my dick and balls while checkup for absolutrly no reason . Should I forget this and move on with my life ?