I’m going sober
Hello, my name is Erick. I am not sure about rules of this reddit but regardless i wanted to share my name and share that I am going sober. I realized that drugs and alcohol has been doing more harm than good to my relationships. I realized I can’t be those people who can have fun and return to normal in a couple of hours. I just can’t. I apologize if anything I am sharing is against the subreddit but I just need to share. I can not live anymore hiding my pain and struggles with substances. I simply do not enjoy anymore. I went out with friends tn and we pregamed and I don’t even remember showing up to the venue and that pains me. My best friend said that I was distraught when I got there and I don’t even remember. He said I only showed emotions to him and no one else in the group. Either way, I regained consciousness but I don’t like this feeling anymore. I never thought I would see the day I wanted to go sober but today I do. I’m sorry if i broke any rules sharing but I just needed to share.’