I feel like I'm wasting my youth being single
I am 15F ( so still quite young,i know)and I hear all my friends talk about relationships, boys, etc. I dont have any specific traits( physical appearance or personality) that necessarily stop me from having a boyfriend but I just simply don't want to have one because I feel like it is guaranteed to end as a breakup. I've heard people say things like"you're young, do it for the experience, do it just to feel loved" but the idea of being loved in that way only makes me think about the loss I will experience and sadness it will bring me. My idea of a fun teenagehood is not being emotionally vulnerable or experiences that will make me depressed when thinking about in the future.But at the same time i feel like I'm missing out and don't want to be 50 years old looking back and regretting being alone because of my cowardness .Am I right to think like this? I'm not trying to sound miserable but just want to hear a different perspective.