I need help with my ex
I (15 M) was into her (15 F)since June 2024 when my school started. We were in the same class and shared quick glances once in a while. After a bit I slid into her DMs under the guise of a project. We started talking about everything and became close. After two months I got up the courage to propose to her, to which she said that she wasn’t ready for a relationship. This obviously messed me up and I stopped talking to her as much. She called me out for being dry on responses but I made it clear that I do t see her as a friend. We still kept talking once or twice a week and moved to next year. By August 2025 we were talking everyday and sort of in a situationship. She asked me to date and I said yes. We talked everyday at school and back home and texted till late most days. But soon one of her friends started saying shit about me to her and she obviously didn’t mind it at first but it got to her after some time. By September we had our first arguments, it was about me not putting in efforts to be with her etc. by December, she was convinced that this won’t work out and asked me to break up. I tried to make things work again and again but I also had to let go. I decided to never text or talk to her again and that continued till about march where she came up to me and said sorry for leaving me like that and that she feels bad about the things she said. I said it’s fine and walked away. Half way through April and she asked me to join her dc server and I did. We started talking on theee and we even got in vc sometimes. I obviously still hasn’t gotten over her, i don’t think she has either, but ever since our relationship, she’s gotten in touch with many strangers on discord and even gets on vc with those guys. I obviously don’t need to be concerned about any of this but I am ( I know they are just friend etc but it jus doesn’t sit right with me).We talk regularly nowadays and I am more confused than ever.
**TL;DR;** : me and my ex broke up 6 months ago….im still not over her, we started talking again and I am confused what to do. All experienced individuals please provide help.