u/Big_Caterpillar_3904

I feel really sad. I never thought I had to post this someday but I guess this is the end it was really a long journey. I met nice and bad people I been through a lot my parents getting divorced immigrating to the US and never see my family again. I wonder how my younger self would look at me if I told me we are going to die by killing my self. Most of my life I had to deal with everything by myself maybe by older brother helped a bit but not much. I been thinking about doing this for a while but feel like it would be selfish. But I can’t anymore,I’ll probably not do it right now but soon I will either way I’m alone most of the time in my house. Well I guess that’s it guys thanks for reading this I really appreciate it