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I’ve had very few partners and I’ve never really had casual sex. I have a lot of sexual blocks and insecurities, but part of me wishes I could experience it.

The problem is that I’m struggling badly right now. I have eating disorders, I’m going through a severe depression with very dark thoughts, and my stress levels are so high that my body has changed dramatically. I’ve developed a stomach that honestly looks like I’m pregnant with twins — I’m not exaggerating.

While I’m just trying to survive all of this, I keep wondering: would anyone still want to sleep with me?

There was a time when I was considered a very attractive girl and I got a lot of attention. Now I barely recognize myself.