u/BillyBoy035

So I had a manic weed induced psychosis 2024. After the psychosis went away I completely changed, extreme anhedonia no emotion no personality no nothing just empty like a robot. Then in 2025 I had another episode. Since January it’s the same now as last time just completely empty. All I do is lay down all day, I miss listening to music, I miss being happy about food, hanging out with friends. I am undiagnosed but my question is, is it just gonna be a circle of having an episode and then being dead all the time ? That life is not worth living for me I miss the life I had before.