Episode 4 is fucking with my heart
My last post on this sub was me loving ep1. But this man, not even halfway through and it's just wonderful. After liking episode 3 but not getting the extreme love it has I admit i was kind of scared for ep 4 as a lot of people dunked on the pacing.
Turns out this character focused episode is what was right up my alley. all these ruminations on maria and ange and how magic works for them is the form of cope I was suspecting since ep 1 but actually seeing it in action for them gives me both such happiness and sadness. The whole talk on making your happiness and "without love (finally revealing the implicit truth) it cannot be seen" bottling up to be released in the moments of despair of rosa and ange. Man, some of this was painful asf to read but so damn beautiful.
There's only one tiny thing I'm confused on: how did maria talk about ange "betraying" her in chapter 9 at that moment? Because that's the scene before rokkenjima when rosa comes back home and not 12 years later; so it was a masterful chapter but I was confused about that part.
The pacing issues are there, sure, but it's still crazy to me how someone could call the ange and maria scenes boring is baffling. My problem with question arcs so far is how I lose interest/engagement sometimes especially due to the repetition and dialogue, but if there's one motive that I'm still reading this story is ryukishi's pure ability to catch you off guard with either hype, joy or sorrow.