u/Bitter-Wishbone-3389

So, I believe I’m a child of light. There is this so called apostle online who seems to be one of the only carriers of true light. The Bible says the entrance of thy words gives light. I notice no matter how much I pray to God to give me light or for the Holy Spirit to speak to me, no matter how much scripture I read, I don’t get light. The only problem with this so called apostle is that she requires money for private deliverance. I shouldn’t give money to her. I don’t even have a lot of money for her. So, I’m wondering, can I listen to her to get light from God but not give her my money?