Hi people my name is Antonio Medeiros and I've worked with spirituality for quite some time now, I can do a lot of things and I want to help out especially with clearing curses and negative attachments and things of the sort, please don't ask me to curse people but I can help with a lot of things even from a distance, some things however are better done in person but don't worry I got you, also don't ask me for my secrets 🤫
A professor at my university intentionally failed me, which extended my standard 4-year degree into a 5th year. Even though it was devastating, I kept my faith, prayed, fasted, and made constant dua, believing that things would work out and I would finally graduate in my 5th year.
Instead, that same professor used their personal connections and administrative influence to block my course registration entirely this year. Because of this, my graduation has now been dragged into a 6th year.
I feel utterly shattered and exhausted. The hardest part right now is the spiritual crisis: I can't stop wondering why this is happening to me.
Was there something lacking in my worship, or does God only listen to powerful people who misuse their authority?
Why does someone's malice win while my prayers feel unanswered? My imaan and belief are slipping away, and I feel completely empty.
How do I deal with this administrative abuse practically, and how do I stop my faith from completely falling apart when everything feels so unfair?
I am currently going under some strong spiritual warfare. I know I have the Octopus spirit and the spirit of fear, anxiety, and panic. To the point of not leaving my house.
I recently got off my antidepressants after 10 years because I felt called by the holy spirit. I've gone through so many deliverances and I always manifest a lot but the spirit won't leave. It feels stuck in my throat but I never fully leaves my body. I've gone through all the steps of forgiving everyone I've had grudges on, getting rid of any witchcraft items in my house, cutting out anything that isn't holy or of God, but I still don't know why I haven't been set free.
My husband and I do hours of deliverance a week and I manifest but nothing comes out and we've jumped on so many zoom calls with others but nothing happens and everyone gives up on me like i'm unsavable.
I also have been rebuking the thoughts, renouncing, and replacing with scripture. But they’re just constant thoughts. Taking authority. Nothing helps.
I've been going through these attacks 2 years now, so much so that my legs are destroyed. I keep feeling something inside me, I dont know of its in my soul but I feel it and I'm constantly told its in my mind. But this thing moves in my body, grips my head, when I go out it feels like it puts a mask over my face to the point where I feel like I'll faint, or I am tortured in my private areas. I know i've been told when I am delivered my mom will come and take me to the occults but I dont remember, so im going through repeated cycles of deliverance, she married me spritually and created a soultie with me, i believe she wants to take over my body. Yet nobody believes me when I say something is in me. I feel rejected, unheard, I feel like life is not worth it, and i feel like there's a lack of love and understanding in the christian community, I was rejected and ignored by the first church I went to, when I was on the point of death and confusion during my deliverance, and I keep asking God why? And wonder if he's left me too. I feel utterly alone and depressed, and I feel like life isn't worth it and I'm on verge of giving up
About 12 years ago I realised God was real and Jesus. However the conviction of the holy spirit didn't change me. I continued in sin and writing secular music. I havn't really changed and don't think I can. I experience intense spiritual warfare from people and probably evil spirits. I think I sold my soul and even though I choose to believe in the ressurection I feel abandoned. I think I will go to hell at some point. I think I experience sorrow of the world which it says in the bible leads to death. I'm very on edge and paranoid that everyone talks about me in code. I am on meds for psychosis and depression. I don't know what to do. I feel living a really christ lead lifè is just beyond me. I find myself trying to convince myself it's schizophrenia to ease the fear or I'll tell myself I believe so I should be fine but it doesn't help. I turn to alcohol most days. I heard molech say something to me audibly today. I'm just wondering what I should be doing.
Thanks and God bless
Is it true that if you burp a lot or gag during prayer or worship, you are being delivered from demons?
Hello everyone,
I'm just curious but how do you overcome the spirit of delay/backwardness?? I have no unforgiveness; just putting that out there. However, every prophecy that has been spoken over my life has never came to pass despite visions and dreams from the lord. My dad had the same experience! Unfortunately, he passed away without seeing any type of breakthrough in his life. My dad was committed to church and read his Bible but still did not produce any fruit in his life. What could cause this and how could you overcome it if its not the spirit of delay or backwardness?
Is it true that if you burp a lot or gag during prayer or worship, you are being delivered from demons?
Im not sure why.. some things ive experienced are signs on cars like Roms 8 and john 3:16...
You have a friend in jesus..
On my way to work a car whos window said ," child of god"
... Today I got dropped from my phleb class.. and paid and emailed the campus coordinator as i waited i saw a car on the window shield that said , " But God.... ." And it followed me around a bit..
I got rewnrolled back in..
Then just an abundance of "Jesus" plates.
I just wonder what God is trying to tell me.
I also struggle with ocd and intrusive sui×××× thoughts even tho i dont want to do them..
Im on medication and im afraid to go up.. im scared ill hurt myself.. i already made an appt for my Dr..
Please pray God preserves and saves my life and the meds work.
Watching some debates, looking into the orthodox faith
And I’m wanting to be apart of a church soon.
Anyways I’m laying down watching tv, when all of a sudden I feel a voice in my head go and say
“You think I wasn’t thinking of you when I was going through that” and just something told me to come to my front room and it started sounding like it was raining????
All my windows are closed except the other bedroom window but it couldn’t be the sprinklers outside because it wouldn’t be loud enough to hear when I have my tv set at 50-60 something on the volume, all of a sudden I couldn’t move and felt very scared and very startled, I took a sip of water and I grabbed a prayer rope Thank you Jesus. Said a few prayers and even told Jesus, lord I’m frightened lol. Someone please talk to me
Has anyone lost their free will to a demon? This demon had in the past compromised my free will by attacking me badly. It threatens to take all my free will. Is anyone dealing with possession? Or knows what these demons are capable of?
Hello , as title say ..... I just need an advice!!!
Just advice ... Of what would you exactly do on my situation ... I'm not literally expecting similar answers but I rather would need to know the reason of your answer too....
I'm Christian... Since I was young ..... But there is a time a remember I used to be on one prayers team , doing aggressive strikes to devil and keenly making the evil side loose but I felt spiritually exhausted and voluntary chose to leave Jesus side just because I was tired of serving him. ( this details could mean something)
On my job seeking endeavors, I bump up to this workplace that it looks like a dream job at first
It was a spa ..... And I was there as a pedicurist... Just it
The workplace was too good to be true , it has ups and downs ... But mostly ups , honestly I never been on such lovely place
From may to this august ..... Things was going as it is .. but I start observe something "\*\*STRANGE\*\* "
every week there would be rituals , that they burn up , some stuffs , from which they supposed calling it as spiritual summons........ They summon some spirits ( probably demons , according to them they might be helpful demon ) for which it got abilities to pull customers from all directions , maintaining clients to not cheat out and sometimes clinging client's commitments and loyalty ........ For them it sounds normal and merely helpful!!!!!
As i first saw it ... I just hated the idea of interfering nor even asking because I believe it's rather to be none of my business .... Especially being inquisitive Infront of Rich people.......
But , since I set my foot on that place , as at a time I really wasn't on side of Jesus though I believe of him ........ I was just out touch ...... And most believe my own capabilities , so I thought my protection was so weak !!!!
Over time , I experience this scenarios .
Fear and anxiety !!!!
Extreme annoyed especially in matter of Jesus....
And the biggest of all , was DIZZINESS.... just take example as if you're floating , or you feel the heartbeat on your feet ....
What scares me , is that I went to hospital and nothing was wrong , unless UTI .... I was given antibiotics , but even on fifth day if them I feel this flotational dizziness....
I felt like I'm loosing myself .... I loose hope
But I just got the idea of downloading one YouTube video about aggressive prayers against spiritual issues
I feel my body is highly trembling , like it tremble involuntarily, I felt it moves in ways I couldn't ..... Then Jesus is on work ....then I felt fine ,and all dizziness went away ,and I felt strong again
But what makes me frustrated is , the goes and return of this trembling ..... Like this demons aren't leaving my body ... And I'm scared 😨
Jesus cast them out .....
But when I set my feet again , I feel the same feeling of dizziness ..... But when I'm out it disappears
Should I leave ? And run away off this things
Should I stay ? Then what
And if I leave where should I go that is very heavenly safe enough to Insure my spiritual safety?
Is sometimes Jesus all this to train me more
Has anyone been set free from a long process of self deliverance I don’t have anyone near that can perform deliverance I don’t really know what to do anymore feels like just fighting endlessly sometimes. Real depressed.
When I pray to God I keep hearing a voice say beast from revelation I know the God of the Bible isn’t that it really bother me because God says dont have no other gods before me and me having these intrusive thoughts is like having other gods before the most high please help me somone
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Please Beloveds I need help and prayer, and possibly revelation
for like the past 80 days it feels like My flesh is molesting me, Throughout the day when I’m walking, sitting down, And or trying to sleep, whilst having a clear mind, I do suddenly get orgasmic sensations, and it feels very disgusting when it happens to me, It is tormenting and numbing, and it feels so hopeless, I don’t watch Porn, and I never do “help it” but when it gets to a point where it’s not going away for atleast an hour, I do help it get to a point where it can release itself, but before that happens I do step away from it, Because I don’t know what to do, I’ve tried going on walks whenever it happens,
I’m afraid to go deep into prayer because then it feels more real and vivid, This thing is constantly defiling me
But when I search in the spirit I don’t see any evil spirit tormenting me, I do believe this is happening because an evil spirit did molest me before, and ever since then my flesh has just kept on repeating what that feels like, and I hate it, Is this my thorn in the flesh,
When I went to my spiritual director when it started happening, i gave her some prophetic words to confirm I believe that the Lord was telling me that “it’s involuntary” and “you have not sinned against Me”
Can anyone else give me confirmation on this?, I need help remnant of God, I don’t want to sin against God, please pray for Me Godbless all of you.
I’ve been using declarations to go against it, and just trying to distract myself whenever it happens, But I don’t feel like it’s an evil spirit, I’m really not sure of what scripture I can apply for myself here in this situation.
I had a dream that a demon put the mark of the beast since having that dream I’ve been seeing weird things and feeling off im really worried that I am condemned and haven’t got hop no more im begging Jesus for help but he feels far from me please help me Somone
How to stop the devil. Bored of him. He keeps trying to make me insane. I have these thoughts constant scanning for negativity in others and in myself. Who is this guy that he has so much power over me?
Just asking prayer for people to love each other worldwide. It's gotten a bit dark.
Has anyone here had any experience with an incubus demon?