u/Sad_Idea_7214

Demons have attacked me throughout my lifetime. I had a point in my life that I was so distressed that I did not eat anything. I was so sick afterward and it didn't go away for many years. These demons demand I starve but I really dont want to anymore. Ive tried fasting before and felt nauseated and sick with a migraine after a day. The longest I've gone is a almost three day water fast. Am I the worst person ever for not starving myself?

Ive been dealing with demons for years now and im worried im going to hell for not being able to fast for four days.

Has anyone lost their free will to a demon? This demon had in the past compromised my free will by attacking me badly. It threatens to take all my free will. Is anyone dealing with possession? Or knows what these demons are capable of?

Has anyone here had any experience with an incubus demon?

Im scared that these demons molesting and harassing me everyday are going to take all my free will! They keep threatening me. I work every day and I dont have time for online deliverences. Im scared im going to lose myself! Im scared i didn't fast enough!

Yesterday I had another deliverence. Ive had about 13 or 14 deliverences. The demon keeps harassing me in my head and won't leave me alone. Has anyone ever had a demon harassing them 24/7 actually leave and never come back? Or do I have to accept that this is my life now.

I have had many deliverences and its helped a bit but I am still under demonic oppression after four years. It touches me inappropriately every day. It harasses me constantly every day. It has tried to fully possess me. It threatens to possess me again. It demands I starve myself. It wanted me to starve four days but I only made it to three. It says im a terrible person and it cant wait until I die so it can torture me in hell. It sounded like an entity telling me to starve four days or ill be lost as a person. I just couldn't make it that long. I rely on medication and food to be ok. Im afraid im going to suffer the worse suffering for not starving enough. It always demands that I stop eating food. I read the bible and I had Bible studies. And I went to church for awhile. It just won't go away. Im upset i was born. It won't stop torturing my mind. It keeps threatening me saying its going to do terrible things to me if I keep being a person. Its very upsetting to deal with everyday. Most days it says its the devil and his wife. Im scared that ill never be free from this demon or demons. Ive been to the church to do confession as well for any wrong doings ive ever done. Im afraid I can never be saved and jesus cant help me.

Ive been under demonic oppression for about four years now. Everything i hear which sounds like demons and god is telling me to not eat food. Telling me the worst spiritual things are happening because I eat food and take medication. I tried fasting but only made it to three days. Now everytime I fast I just feel sick and get headaches and feel dizzy. I dont want to disobey god. Im scared of hell and im scared of the demons. Ive had many deliverences. Ive been baptized. I read the entire Bible. I dont know what to do.