How to beat fantasia compulsions & over critiquing my WOL?
This sounds like a shit post but I promise it’s genuine and I just have something wrong with my brain, lol.
But as the title suggests, lately every time I log in I feel this compulsive need to critique the features of my WOL. It’s so silly, but playing a cat girl with white hair part of my concern is that I’m just too basic. But I LOVE my cat girl and have grown very attached to her over the years I’ve played her! Plus the white hair and black eyes allow her to match with any colors I use in my glamours, which is why I keep going back to her. I feel OCD when it comes to outfit colors matching the character.
Still, I sort of feel like maybe it’s time to switch things up. I want to be a bunny or an elezen but don’t really love the height. I’m a tall-ish woman in real life and don’t really want to be towering over my peers in game like I do my girl friends in real life.
Anyways, anyone have any tips for beating the fantasia compulsion? I keep on spending money on them to change to a new race temporarily only to desperately miss my basic cat girl and switch it back before the hour is up. It is so irresponsible for me to be spending my money like this though ;-;
This post was a bit of a nothing burger, but it feels good to put my thoughts out there because I’ve been feeling SO silly for spending so much of my time in game just analyzing my character.
EDIT: you all are so lovely!!! I really thought I was going to be bombarded with comments calling me a troll, but it’s been so nice to hear how much people relate / the advice everyone is so freely giving.
Also, I’m on Crystal Mateus and in need of friends.. feel free to send me a dm if you are on my server and want to hang out sometime! I am usually online from 7-10pm pst :)