urges?
hey everyone. i have been clean for almost two years now, but some of my recent circumstances and issues have given me many thoughts of relapse. although i haven’t, i still have some these feelings that come to the forefront sometimes and i’m not quite sure how to deal with them. today i met a girl who has very similar scars to mine, but slightly more noticeable on her skin. i have never felt invalidated by someone else’s scars before, but for some reason my recent urges mixed with our similarities has really taken a toll on my ability to reasonably fight them. idk why i feel the need to post and get opinions from those who may have similar feelings.
TL:DR- i have been clean for 2 years but recent issues and seeing someone with sinclair scars has made urges more difficult.