I dont know what to do anymore
I honestly don't know how much longer I can keep going
Life has gotten to a point where every bit of money I have goes toward my family and the things that actually matter. By the time everything is taken care of, there is absolutely nothing left for me.
I used to have gaming as my escape. It was the one thing I could turn to when everything felt too heavy. I'd put on my headset, disappear into a game for a few hours, and forget about everything going on in my life.
My wife left me, and I'm trying to keep myself together for my son. What hurts the most is not being able to buy him things or give him little treats anymore. I see things he'd like and have to tell myself that I simply can't afford them. That's a horrible feeling as a father.
Also got bullied in school and never hád that much friends... ONLY thing that keeps me Alive at This point is my Son...
Because i dont see a point of keep going with This.
My Son birthday is in 3 weeks and i do not even know what i could give. Sometimes i wish i could give him a wealthy family with no problems and i could just disapear..