I feel like starseeds- and frankly anyone who uses discernment- get attacked for calmly noticing patterns, asking questions, and checking evidence. Suddenly it is “dangerous,” “unstable,” or, my personal favorite, “drama.”

Uh-oh. The starseed is having a critical-thinking episode again.

It can feel like a mass-scale psychological operation: no actual substance, just gaslighting, straw men, whataboutism, repetition, pivots, and answering questions with more questions. All debate technique. No answer. No receipts. Just a coordinated-looking dance around the original point.

Being “influenced” by people whose brand deals appear to include defending the same powerful class? That is not discernment, babe. That is sponsored content with a ring light.

Discernment is not blindly believing every feeling, theory, or official explanation. It is intuition and logic: staying open, noticing what does not add up, checking evidence, being willing to be wrong, and refusing to confuse an “official narrative” with settled truth.

A starseed asks for context and suddenly everyone acts like she brought a Ouija board to brunch.

I don’t think this happened. I know it did.

I was in GATE in Los Angeles from the 1990s through 2004. I remember completing advanced remote viewing retreats and master classes through what we were told was the Monroe Institute. In my regular GATE classes, my trainer taught us the Gateway workbook — all the Focus levels, breathing exercises, energy work, the whole system.

My GATE teacher — had an important person whether officially CIA, black ops, or just someone with very high-level clearance — would pull me out of class, pick me up, and drive me to a military base. There, they showed me extraterrestrial technology they didn’t understand and had me remote view it, study it, and report back.

I remember many other things too: programs that felt like summer camp, sessions in Faraday cages, “space kid”–type activities, and more.

I was advanced at it. And I believe I deserve my remote viewing certificate from the Monroe Institute.

So I’m asking:

• Did any of my fellow GATE kids get their remote viewing certificate from Monroe?
• Have you tried to claim it as an adult?
• And — honestly — are you scared, like I am, to let Monroe (and by extension, the CIA) know that we remember how they used us as children?

I’m concerned because we did have our memories messed with / partially wiped. I’m not sure it’s “safe” to go on record saying, “Yes, I remember this program, and I remember being exploited.” But I also know what I was taught, what I could do, and that I never got anything official for it.

That said, this did not happen to all GATE kids. I think it only happened to those who were in the right geographical locations where these programs existed, and to the young people who showed the most potential for the role the programmers were looking to fill. I’ve met many others who went through something very similar, and we’re all trying to make sense of it now as adults.

If you were in GATE during this time and you remember Gateway-style training, remote viewing drills, or being told we were working consciousness-based / remote-viewing intel — I want to hear from you. Especially if you’ve tried to contact Monroe or dig into the declassified docs and match them to what we actually did in class.

I’m not here to debate whether this is “real.” For me, it’s a lived fact. I’m here to find my people and figure out if I can — and should — claim what I’m owed.

I don’t think this happened. I know it did.

I was in GATE in Los Angeles from the 1990s through 2004. I remember completing advanced remote viewing retreats and master classes through what we were told was the Monroe Institute. In my regular GATE classes, my trainer taught us the Gateway workbook — all the Focus levels, breathing exercises, energy work, the whole system.

My GATE teacher — had an important person whether officially CIA, black ops, or just someone with very high-level clearance — would pull me out of class, pick me up, and drive me to a military base. There, they showed me extraterrestrial technology they didn’t understand and had me remote view it, study it, and report back.

I remember many other things too: programs that felt like summer camp, isolation tanks, blind folded seeing, psychokinesis, experiments in which where we moved or levitated objects through mind power, sessions in Faraday cages, perception of events, objects, or people that are hidden from the five senses, telekinetics, bionics, supernatural, Dowsing, “space kid”–type activities, and more. Stuff of science fiction.

I was advanced at it. And I believe I deserve my remote viewing certificate from the Monroe Institute.

So I’m asking:

• Did any of my fellow GATE kids get their remote viewing certificate from Monroe?
• Have you tried to claim it as an adult?
• And — honestly — are you scared, like I am, to let Monroe (and by extension, the CIA) know that we remember how they used us as children?

I’m concerned because we did have our memories messed with / partially wiped. I’m not sure it’s “safe” to go on record saying, “Yes, I remember this program, and I remember being exploited.” But I also know what I was taught, what I could do, and that I never got anything official for it.

That said, this did not happen to all GATE kids. I think it only happened to those who were in the right geographical locations where these programs existed, and to the young people who showed the most potential for the role the programmers were looking to fill. I’ve met many others who went through something very similar, and we’re all trying to make sense of it now as adults.

If you were in GATE during this time and you remember Gateway-style training, remote viewing drills, or being told we were working consciousness-based / remote-viewing intel — I want to hear from you. Especially if you’ve tried to contact Monroe or dig into the declassified docs and match them to what we actually did in class.

I’m not here to debate whether this is “real.” For me, it’s a lived fact. I’m here to find my people and figure out if I can — and should — claim what I’m owed.

Hi everyone,

I’m exploring ways to return to remote viewing in a structured, non‑fringe way, and I’d love your guidance.

A little about my background:

• I was in the Gifted and Talented Education program growing up in Los Angeles, California.
• I trained at the Monroe Institute when I was younger and used to have strong paranormal ESP, telekinesis, and remote viewing abilities.
• I’ve been out of practice since my early teens and now feel ready to rebuild those skills with clear protocols and good support.

One important note: I’m very sensitive to audio entrainment. Classic Monroe / Hemi‑Sync–style tapes can trigger panic for me, but I respond well to breathwork, grounding, and step‑by‑step practice. Because of that, I’m looking for training that respects nervous‑system sensitivity and can offer alternatives to heavy audio tones.

What I’m hoping to find:

• A reputable, structured remote viewing training with a solid track record.
• An experienced trainer or organization that leans toward evidence, discipline, and ethics rather than sensationalism.
• The strongest form of certification or credentials available, especially anything that has actually been used in professional or law‑enforcement‑related work, even if informally.

If you’ve trained with someone you respect, I’d really appreciate hearing:

• How many one‑on‑one sessions or individual feedback opportunities were included.
• Whether they use Monroe tapes or Hemi‑Sync tones—and if so, whether there are alternatives for people who need gentler methods (breathwork, guided work, etc.).
• Whether their certification or reputation has translated into real‑world applications (investigations, consulting with law‑enforcement or agencies, missing‑persons work, and similar).

Personal stories are especially helpful - what worked for you, what you would avoid, and what you wish you’d known before you started.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and share your experience. I’m looking forward to reconnecting with these abilities in a way that feels grounded, ethical, and safe.

I experienced real paranormal ESP, telekinesis, and remote viewing abilities while being subjected to CIA torture-based mind control programming at China Lake Naval Weapons Base, involving the Monroe Institute and Bohemian Grove rituals. MKULTRA never ended. Its methods continued through “gifted” education programs as child trafficking, trauma-based conditioning, sexual exploitation, and psychological experimentation. These operations connect to the same elite networks exposed in the Epstein files. Congress needs to immediately investigate and declassify all records on MKULTRA successor programs, China Lake projects, and any overlap with Epstein-related investigations. Survivors need truth and justice.