Why do I struggle so much with relationships and friendships?
Why do I struggle so much with relationships and friendships? I tend to become too people-pleasing when I speak, but sometimes I can also be very direct. People sometimes seem irritated with me or think I’m controlling when I get close to someone (romantically or platonically), even though that’s not my intention. I also often feel left out in friendship groups, and I find it hard to leave even when the group dynamics feel toxic. A lot of people also seem to find me “weird,” and I’ve always felt a bit socially out of place.
I also notice I get anxious when I don’t have someone close to me around or when I feel disconnected from them. I’ve also experienced power dynamics in school, and I’m wondering if this could show up again in work settings based on my chart. What could be causing all of this, and how can I improve the way I communicate and connect with others?