How do you let go and heal with God?
I’m definitely not perfect but I’ve been struggling for years to let go of someone who isn’t good for me. I think it boils down to my lack of faith and maybe believing this is the best I’ll ever get. I’ve sinned so many times and keep going back to the very things I’m trying to be saved from, I feel ashamed whenever I turn to God.
I’m also scared of grieving this person and being by myself, even though deep down I know that’s something I need to go through in order to heal. Part of me wants to let go and move forward but I’m really struggling to do it.
I know I need to let go and fully heal but I honestly don’t know how to do that in a way that truly involves God. Deep down, I feel like God is calling me to get closer to him but I genuinely don’t know how to I pray every day, yet I still struggle with all of this.
I cry all the time because I feel so guilty and ashamed. I also feel like some of the things I’m desperately searching for are things only God can truly give me.
So my question is, how did you finally let go of someone who wasn’t good for you? How did you heal and get closer to God?
I feel very lost right now and I would really appreciate any advice. Please don’t judge me 💖