my rapist made another account to message me
when i was 16 i dated this guy for a couple of months. i was in a bad place mentally and he took advantage of that. he raped me and then dumped me a week later. after that he would constantly guilt trip me into sending nudes and he would pretend that he “loved” me.
he made a new account to contact me today just to see “how im doing”. ive blocked him so many times in the past 2 years and i had to deactivate my discord account so he would leave me alone.
i tried to have a normal conversation with him at first (closure idk, been a year since he last contacted me). but i mentioned i nearly committed suicide a year ago due to ptsd. he questioned me about it even though he knows exactly why. i dont even know why he is asking or WHY he wont leave me alone.
im so angry. if i wasn’t dating my boyfriend rn i would kill myself tonight. im tired of constantly being reminded of how worthless i am. i wish i died a lot earlier.