Never ending discomfort
I don't even know why I'm writing this, maybe someone can relate and it makes me feel better or whatever. I've always been an anxious and depressed person but I never thought I needed to treat it for one reason or another and then last month I think I had a panic attack out of nowhere, either that or I survived a heart attack and since then the life has fucking sucked. Every single day having some different pain in all parts of my body and then that stopped and now I'm left with this never ending feeling in my chest like someone is tickling it the whole day, everyday. I'm planning to go to a doctor monday and the weirdest thing is I don't think I'm afraid that something is wrong, I'm afraid that nothing is wrong because then I would have to live like this and it's fucking exhausting.