Feeling isolated because of my auDHD
I love my friends and I feel like I have a lot of them but I don't tend to message anyone. I don't know if I'm just comparing myself with others who message people a lot but I also don't even know what to say to my friends, i feel like I'd just be being weird and at a certain point I don't have the 'energy' to message anyway. It just makes me feel like my friends aren't actually as close as I want them to be.
It's just frustrating to know that maybe if I had a little more attention and energy I could chat to people. My friends that also have auDHD are friends I want to be close to as well cuz we understand each other and whenever we hang out in person it's the best but we never message at all. I assume they're in a similar position to me where it maybe feels awkward and weird.
I feel quite isolated sometimes.
Anyone else feel similar?