Being gay and christian
I (20M) was a christian until, well, now. I studied at a catholic school... every day repeating the same shit: Isn't homosexuality one of the sins listed in Leviticus under the prompt of "Both should be at death and their blood will be upon them" (Idk how it is in english, that's the translation in my language) ?
I get all the "he loves the sinner, not the sin", "A lot of things are also sins and we do it daily", "Jesus died for those sins to be forgiven". But what I cannot understand is How are you okay with living your life with a same sex partner and having sex and all that if at the end of your life you will have to repent for all those things you did with them... Being gay and christian means that deep down you'll always think that part of you is wrong, and you will have to deny yourself in order to go to heaven.
I'm sorry if I'm being insensitive, I just had a discussion with my mother cuz she keeps saying I'm choosing to be this way. And It angers me so much how they expect us to live a life without ever wanting to love and accept a partner the same way they can. She can come back home to his husband, but expects me to come home to a lonely house and pray for god to change me? Being gay and christian sucks.