I sobbed the other day thinking about what's coming. Is it normal to mourn your senior pet while still alive?
I don't know if this is normal or if I'm just torturing myself, but the other day I was looking through all these old photos and videos of my now senior dog when he was younger and all the wonderful adventures and friendship we have had, and I started sobbing. My dog is still alive, very senior now, but his health has steadily declined (All age related things) over the last couple years. He still enjoys walks but many things we used to do together, he's not up for and has some dementia so doesn't always act like himself. He's lost his vision mostly and hearing as well, gets scared easily because he's disoriented. He used to look at me and engage with me more. He still enjoys cuddles but not for too long. I feel like I am mourning him in advance, I don't want him to leave me, I love him so much and he's literally my best friend.