I hate being a mother
Im 20 and I have an almost 1 year old. Before I had a baby and during pregnancy I was so excited and thought I would be a great mom. I loved kids and babies and I wanted to be the best I could be. After having my baby though i completely shut off all my emotions. I love my son dont get me wrong but I hate being a mom. I hate having to live on his time. I have no hobbies, social life, friends, and my bodys completely ruined. I have no free time to do what I want and I constantly feel overwhelmed. I have not enjoyed a day of motherhood since having my son and if I could go back and change it I would. I feel like a terrible mother for thinking this way and I wish I could just enjoy motherhood. Has anyone else experienced this and when does it get better?