I don’t want to do this anymore
Im almost 9 weeks and I genuinely hate being pregnant. This wasn’t a planned pregnancy and I do want kids and to keep it but this is the worst thing I’ve ever dealt with and I’m never doing it again. I’m literally sick every second I’m awake. I wake up and anytime I eat I have to go lay down because if I don’t I’ll be extremely nauseous. I feel hungry every second of the day and I can’t be constantly eating at work bc I deal with customers but if I don’t eat I’ll have a raging headache and nausea. My co workers don’t understand what I’m dealing with even though they know I’m pregnant. I can’t quit my job yet because me and my husband won’t be able to afford bills. I’m so exhausted I don’t want to shower. Brushing my teeth makes me nauseous and gag. I can’t cook anything because the smells are way too much. I can’t eat pizza because it makes me sick. This is one of my favorite foods before btw. We don’t have money to just eat out all the time. I don’t have insurance and getting Medicaid is a pain. I really don’t know what to do and everyone keeps saying “ but omg you’re gonna be so happy when the baby is here” I’m not even happy now I’m not excited at all because I feel like I’m dying every day. I’m just so fed up.