u/Blumbug_

For the past few weeks, maybe even month, i've barely been able to eat more than one meal, not even a proper meal, almost every day and i'm scared i'm going to die but i can't make myself eat because i feel n*, like the only time i can REALLY eat is once i've taken my night meds, because then i get really hungry and tired and can eat properly because i know that after i eat ill just fall right asleep so i won't be awake to have a panic attack. Everytime i try to force myself to eat i have what i think is a panic attack and i get really n*. I don't know what's happening but im just so scared all the time

For the past few weeks, maybe even month, i've barely been able to eat more than one meal, not even a proper meal, almost every day and i'm scared i'm going to die but i can't make myself eat because i feel n*, like the only time i can REALLY eat is once i've taken my night meds, because then i get really hungry and tired and can eat properly because i know that after i eat ill just fall right asleep so i won't be awake to have a panic attack. Everytime i try to force myself to eat i have what i think is a panic attack and i get really n*. I don't know what's happening but im just so scared all the time

I had a terrible dream, and i woke up n*. I'm scared that the dream might mean something, and im scared to leave the house bc im n*. What should i do? Do dreams normally mean something like that? i'm scared

I've been n* every day for 2 weeks, i've barely been able to eat. The past few days i've only been able to eat a few crackers and today i only had a bowl of yogurt to eat all day. I'm still n*, every time i eat i have watery d*, and now i think when i drink the same thing happens. This has been going on for 2 weeks and i'm exhausted. Back in 2023 i was hospitalized for this, for not eating enough bc of emetophobia and they sent me to a treatment center for a month. I've been okay but this past month has been so hard, i can't cope and i feel like i'm going back to the beginning and i can't do it again. I feel hopeless, i don't know what to do anymore. Any reassurance? Tips? Help? Anything is appreciated, i just need to talk about this and i have nobody.

I haven't had such intense n* episodes since in 5 years, but for the past 4 or 5 days i've had a very intense panic attack because i'm n*. This might be TMI but i've had d* too. I have IBS, which probably explains that part. Idk what to do, because it's preventing me from eating, going out, going to school, and having fun. These panic attacks/episodes are at the same time every day, they're around 7-9 and they're exhausting. Does anyone know if this is normal? or have any tips? Reassurance is welcome!

I haven't had such intense nausea episodes since in 5 years, but for the past 4 or 5 days i've had a very intense panic attack because i'm nauseous. This might be TMI but i've had diarrhea too. I have IBS, which probably explains that part. Idk what to do, because it's preventing me from eating, going out, going to school, and having fun. These panic attacks/episodes are at the same time every day, they're around 7-9 and they're exhausting. Does anyone know if this is normal? or have any tips?