u/BoomieHere

Lowk I only got into chatbots cuz of societal pressure, but wtv. TECHNICALLY it wasn't character ai, just something similiar, but anyways. I'm trying to quit due to the amount of TOXICITY on there. Like bro the amount of times I've seen people do some WILD shit is crazy. That's why I wanna rant.

A while ago my friends were in a drama with someone, they said something stupid, doesn't matter, didn't word it correctly. - whatever. They fucked up. Majorly. VERRRYY HEAVILY. What I'm trying to say is after the drama one of my friends attempted suicide due to it three times, physically harmed themselves A LOT and after that they landed in a mental hospital where they got abused physically by the nurses until someone from their family stormed in with complaint and had them taken out from the hospital forcefully. Why did they attempt? Almost EVERYDAY they got DMS from alternative accounts of ppl with threats, gore, doxxing attempts, viruses etc. ofc they were smart enough not to click any links but OBVIOUSLY still bad. And I reached out recently to the person in order to get the bot of the drama taken down, one they were asked to take down but ignored since "it's archival" no buddy, it's a tool for harassment that made my friend want to kill themselves. Like yes. They fucked up. Doesn't mean you gotta remind them of that. Everyone has a MAJOR fuck up at least once in their life. It's not like they're Hitler, they said it at a terrible point in their life, and they fixed their mistake.

Worst part is in the comments they said it's "fishy" that I told them to take it down and reported the bot. What the fuck is fishy about me being terrified about my friends life being on the line??? Like I made sure my original wording had clearly stated "Im not blaming you. I just want to inform you before I take this bot down". And the comments are blaming my friends?? Like twin, it's ME who's reaching out. My friends don't know. If he knew, he'd attempt suicide again. Istg. These people make me so mad.

Word for word, in one of these messages the person said "I just want everyone to leave me alone" like excuse you, they also want to be left alone. What the fuck???

Anyways... Thank you for listening. I feel like shit. I want my friends to be safe but now I'm an "evildoer who's harassing someone" apparently.

Let me start by saying this isn't to scare anyone, I'm just trying to see if others had this happen too. I listened to subs ever since I was 12, I'm 20 now

I have a subliminal playlist, about 46 vids inside, I listen to them all the time when I can, having some ppl I trust a lot in it, or trying out new ppl and deciding if I want to listen to them. Recently I added Kapelsu, I used to use his (I think that's the correct pronoun) subs when I was younger and didn't have any effects, but I was thinking maybe I did something wrong at the time. I have no idea why I thought so.

Anyways. I used a few of Kapelsu's subs, beauty enhancers, the alluring eyes one, luck one etc. I listened to the same playlist for 2 days after that. I noticed something was wrong. My glasses fell off of my face, getting scratched. These are BRAND NEW. I thought "well... Not so lucky yet haha!" And moved on. Then I noticed that my vision was getting worse, out of glasses and with glasses, it was cloudy and I have to hold everything up REALLY close to my face to see it. Then my hair became really dirty and oily, I was listening to some longer hair subs, so I thought it was just a longer hair thing. Nope. My friends with long hair said that's weird. Next came acne, my old ones flared up, and some new ones came up. I had TERRIBLE acne when I was younger, but I got meds for it and that fixed it, this shouldn't have happened.

I also noticed a bruise on my arm, which wasn't there before. I won't lie to you. I'm unemployed and I don't go out - there's no way I bumped into anything or such to get this bruise. I used some flushers already, but I'm terrified. Has anyone ever encountered something this bad? It definitely isn't a terrain thing, my house, environment, clothing, stuff I use to wash clothing etc, hasn't changed, and even if it did change enough to cause the bad hair or acne, that wouldn't explain the glasses, vision, or bruise. Like I can't lie to you it's CRATERS on my face. Like actual holes, red and painful. Acne scars, fresh acne etc..

Pls help me if u have any good recommendations on how to fix this, or similar experiences.