Not sure what to do
Just posting this as I don’t really have anyone else to get it all out too.
I’m so tired, I’m so sad, everything little thing overwhelms me and makes me angry. I am the least angry or irritable person I know. I’m often told I am too laid back or chilled.
I can sleep for hours and still wake up shattered. I don’t know what on earth I am meant to do, I’m just in a constantly straight of stress and I don’t want it to leak onto those I love.
My business can’t pay me or my debts, I’ve had a horrendous week of sales, the worst on record and I can’t work out why so that’s overwhelming too. I’m doing what I can and really trying but people just aren’t coming through the door all of a sudden. I have absolutely no idea what I am meant to do. It’s the last thing I have (besides my partner who I love fully and unconditionally) my own personal debts are piling up as I haven’t had any money go into my bank in months.
I just don’t know what on earth I am meant to do anymore and I can feel I’m going to break.
Even just then, it wasn’t letting me post. Maybe too few characters but I got irrationally frustrated. What’s happening to me
Edit: I’m still able to be fine around people but I’m worried it’s going to come out.